Creative Accidents: First ponder, then dare

OH MY FUCKING GOD! I just love Gossip Girl … but then again who doesn’t?  I hate how I’m going to miss next weeks episode because I’ll be on a plane on my way back home.  I hope that the season finale will be amazing and that Georgina will get what she deserves!!!!!

I’ve been having a lot of random thoughts lately …

1) I think that there needs to be a balance in life and in everything we do.
2) Doing creative things gives me the balance that I need and crave in life
3) I realized that I try too hard to meet the expectations that people have for me
4) I think that Derek should leave Rose and just get back together with Meredith
5) I need to relax and to be myself
6) I think that every minute spent unhappy is a minute wasted
7) I think that people should think before making generalizations
8 ) I know that everything will be okay once I get back home
9) But the thought of losing my personal space terrifies me
10) I am currently craving for some communication and a way to feel the connection that I believe I still have with the people that I care about

Despite everything, I can’t wait for my summer to get started.  I know that soon I will have many reasons to smile, to laugh simply because I feel like it and to be carefree and happy

“A work of art which did not begin in emotion is not art.” — Paul Cezanne

The semester is finally coming to an end … its been so long and so frustrating every step of the way.  I think this goes for Christy too but we’re both extremely thankful for Barbara’s support … whom I can’t seem to talk to without bursting into tears.

Congratulations and thanks Steve!! : )

Every summer there is always one thing or another that doesn’t work out for me. But somehow this one feels different to me. For once, instead of worrying about all the things that might go wrong, all I see are the promises and all the opportunities for me to do all the things that I want to do. Is it because it’s the second last one that I’ll ever have … or is it simply because I get to spend it with the one I care about?

I never really considered the possibility of what I would do if I didn’t get an internship, if I didn’t get to go learn the things that I planned to learn or if I didn’t get to go to the places that I wanted to visit. Somehow I just feel like everything will be okay in the end because none of it really matters now that I have what I want and I trust that things will just work out in the end …

Did I really change this much over one semester? Am I overly optimistic??? In being optimistic and trusting am I putting pressure on those around me?

I am going to go see this next Friday!!! I wonder if it’s real …

Aw man … I’m going to be so tempted to go poke it to see if it’s real.  I wonder how close I can get to it without the guards noticing …

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Hello! Go visit my friend Christy’s blog: infiniteparanoia !!!

I’d really like to blog right now but I can’t even find the time to sleep because of FINALS!!! But keep checking back … I’m going to blog about someone whose work I find very inspiring!!!

I wonder what surprises Summer will bring …
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